Crystal

snowpants @ 2007-08-14T22:36:00

2007-08-15T02:36:48Z

snowpants @ 2007-08-06T02:29:00

2007-08-06T06:30:58Z

I need some vodka right now. Joe is a douchy. & I hate sock. & I want to see Mickey immediately. BTW this chair is hard.

snowpants @ 2007-07-25T22:47:00

2007-07-26T02:50:39Z

I'm talking to Joseph on the phone. He's talking about girlfriends, but i just think he's douchy. :] & I rly need a beer.

snowpants @ 2007-07-04T11:47:00

2007-07-04T15:48:06Z

I'm at Brians and he's supposed to be making me rice. I'm starving, srsly. I love rice and tobasco sauce!

snowpants @ 2007-06-18T23:06:00

2007-06-19T03:09:54Z

I hate how stupid I've been for the past 2 and a half years. & I hate knowing that the reason me and Brian aren't together anymore, is all my fault. I don't know how I'm supposed to talk to him and see him for the rest of my life knowing that he doesn't love me? and I hate that that's how it has to be because Renee'. I've basically fucked everything up for her and she's going to hate me for it later but I won't blame her.

snowpants @ 2007-05-28T14:28:00

2007-05-28T18:30:04Z

I'm at Gary's house right now waiting for him to get his ass ready. I have to take him to Bad Axe to the walk-in clinic because he's retarded and broke his hand probably a week ago and still hasn't gone in to get it looked at. haha. We're actually camping in Caseville right now. It's been pretty nice there overall. Renee' slept good for me last night. We didn't go to bed until midnight though.

Gary's bitching, gotta go. lol

snowpants @ 2007-05-08T11:35:00

2007-05-08T15:43:11Z

Someone should buy me a new camera. Srsly though, my is horrible and it's not even 2 years old yet! I will never buy another sony again.

College is going horrible this term. I'm practially failing my human anatomy & phyisiolgy II class. & in Algebra, we HAVE to use the damn calculator so it's fucking me all up and on both test we've taken so far, I've gotten a 'c'. So, wtf. I'm probably just going to stick with nursing, but I'm going to transfer to a different college because Baker sucks. & hopefully before the Fall term starts, too.

Brian is coming here in 2 weeks. & only staying for 2 weeks even though he doesn't have a job right now, so really, he could stay longer. But it'll be nice to spend time together with him and Renee'. I think we're also going to get our pictures done while he's here at JCPenny. There a little pricey but for what I got at Walmart, shit. I spent $130 and they took shit pictures and I didn't even get very many sheets either. & At JCPenny there highest priced package is &169. So, it's not that much more the quality and everything. Well, hopefully, we'll see.

We're going camping at the lake while Brian is here. That'll be nice. & I'm sure by then, it'll actually be warmer outside. Renee' likes to be outside. Well, sometimes, haha. She'll be 3 months old in 4 days.

snowpants @ 2007-04-09T18:55:00

2007-04-09T23:04:21Z

Renee is already going to be 2 months old on Thursday. It really doesnt feel like she should be that old already! She's grown soo much, too. Friday is her check-up and Ibet she weighs near 10 lbs now. Its going to suck taking her this time though because she has to get 4 shots! I'm hoping Sarah will go with me though. And Renee' has been smiling so much lately, its cute.

I started back at college last week for the spring term. I'm taking Algebra and Human Anatomy & Physology II. My math class pretty much sucks but hey, thats math. I'm enjoying the lab for A&P though and the class isnt to bad. I have a different teacher than I did last time, but I guess she's okay.

I really miss Brian ;[

snowpants @ 2007-03-18T13:29:00

2007-03-18T17:40:58Z

I went to the doctors on Thursday because I've pretty much been having headaches ever since I had birth. Mind you, I have a spinal, so I'm guessing that's why. My doctor wasn't even in, so of course I had to see the one I really don't like. He didn't say much of anything, just asked a lot of questions and prescribed me some pain medication and referred me to a nueroligist. & since that night, I've had a temperature and have been feeling nausious. Also, having this pain in my lower side going into my back. Well, the night before last, at 3:00 a.m. I woke up with it hurting so bad, my mom took me to the emergency room while my grandma watched Renee'. & we went to Marlette hospital of all places (worst hospital ever, they never get anything right). But it was the closest and I was in pain! The doctor said it was like Gastritious or something. Which doesn't make sense because the pain was in my side not in the middle of my stomach where he said it was, wtf. So, all they did for me was give me some nasty stuff to drink and some suppositories for my nausea, gross. So, basically, I've been taking lots of my pain medication that my doctor on Thursday prescribed me to help the pain. I hate doing that, but if I didn't I would be even more miserable trying to take care of Renee'. & my mom has been helping me a lot, especially on the weekends with watching her for a while so I can get some sleep. She still doesn't sleep good at all. She wakes up every 2 hrs during the night. I hope this gets better because I start back at college April 3rd and it's going to so hard, but I know that I need to push myself.

snowpants @ 2007-03-07T16:16:00

2007-03-07T21:24:23Z

Monday February 12, I was induced at 7:30 a.m. and Renee' Iris Dempsey was born at 4:32 p.m. She was 6 lbs. 5 oz. and 19 and a half inches long. & honestly, labor was the worst thing everrrr, lol. & I couldn't pee after that until like, 5 p.m. the next day so they had to put a catheter in, ew. When we first brought her home from the hospital, she slept pretty much all day and at night she was up every 30 to 45 minutes. But now she is sleeping for 2 to 3 hours, which still sucks, but it's better than nothing! Oh and at her appointment last Monday she weighed 6 lbs. 14 oz.

I'll have to post some more pictures when i find my cord for my camera, and I'm to lazy to resize this one!

I'm at Brian's house right now. He's at work and I'm sooo bored. I'm here until Tuesday and Renee' has been sleeping really crappy. I don't think I've ever been more tired in my entire life, srsly. The only reason I can't wait to get home is because on the weekend, I know that I can try to sleep some more if my mom watches her in the morning. Which usually doesnt happen because I will probably only sleep for about 2 hours.

snowpants @ 2007-02-09T22:46:00

2007-02-10T03:51:43Z

I went to the doctors today, and finally, my doctor is back from vacation. But she checked to see if I had dialated anymore and I'm almost 4 centimeters. So, if I don't go into labor this weekend, she's going to induce on Monday morning and I have to be at the hospital at 6:30 in the morning. Brian is coming here tomorrow after work. I'm cooking him dinner and then we're going to Ray's house for a while. I'm really nervous about Monday though, I have no idea what to expect. I'm hoping that the pain isn't really that bad, and I know that's what's going to get to me super bad. Ughhh, I don't know. I haven't even packed a bag for the hospital yet! I wanted to wait until Brian got here to help me, lol. I have to finish cleaning tomorrow and I still have go to the laundry mat because our washer won't even turn on anymore! I hope I get everything done that I wanted to though.

snowpants @ 2007-02-02T23:23:00

2007-02-03T04:33:28Z

I have never felt so uncomfortable in my entire life. I never even felt like I was actually pregnant until like, 2 weeks ago. I feel like my stomach is going to burst and it's been hurting so bad on the top of my uterus. I'm sick of getting up 3-5 times a night just to urinate, and then not being able to get hardly any sleep because I can't get comfortable in bed. I'll lay on one side for about half an hour and then wake up, and have to switch to my other side and this continues through out the night. I'll be 38 wks pregnant on Monday, which is my birthday. If I go into labor before the 9th, I'll be pissed because my doctor is on vacation until then. The other doctor (male doctor) is so rude. I saw him on Tuesday for my check up and he didn't knock when he came into the room, didn't introduce himself, never asked me how I was feeling or anything like that, and when he measured my uterus or whatever and checked my blood pressure, he didn't even tell me what they were! I don't want him to deliver my baby! Srsly, wtf. But I'm going to see my doctor next Friday and she wanted to induce by the 39th week, so I'm guessing she will tell me she's either going to do it sometime next weekend, or that Monday, which is the 12th. I have never been so nervous/scared for anything in my entire life. I don't feel like I'm ready for this at all, but I can't wait to see our baby. I hope I can do this though, I'm just worried that I'll be horrible.

So, me and Hannah went and saw 'Epic movie' yesterday, which wasn't very good. & went to Brian's restaurant, which was amazing! It was hanging out with Hannah again though. I hate how she lives an hour away now.

snowpants @ 2007-01-28T17:08:00

2007-01-28T22:16:45Z

I wish Dayton didn't get me sick. I've been feeling so miserable this past week. I really want someone to come over and bring some good movies to watch. I've been bored all day, and I cleaned the walls and did dishes, fun. (hardly) To bad I only have a few friends who I talk to that even live near me, and Hannah has to live like an hour away, which sucks, I miss hanging out w/her.

I just made a blueberry/rasberry smoothie and it was amazing. So, whoever wants to bring some movies over, I'll hook it up with smoothies, hahaha.

Yesterday, me, my mom, and aunt Robin went to Saginaw and we got a cradle swing for the baby and some more hooded towels. The swing is so cute. It's the one with netting kind of around it and where the mobile is, stars move around and it plays 16 songs. It's just cute and I really like it, lol. Tomorrow I'm 37 weeks which means, I only have 2 weeks or less to go. I'm nervous about being induced, if that's what we have to end up doing anyway. My doctor still seems to think I'll go into labor before then though, which is kind of scary and I want Brian to be here so bad.

snowpants @ 2007-01-19T15:11:00

2007-01-19T20:20:53Z

I had my baby shower on Saturday, and it went pretty good. I'm surprised how much I got, the only thing that I had to go buy was bottles, because I wanted a certain kind, but the gift card money I got covered that. So, that was pretty sweet. & I'm due the 19th of next month, but since my blood pressure has been high and everything, my doctor is going to induce labor before then. I wish I knew when, but she just said it depends on my blood pressure and everything. I'm not ready, at all. I'm super nervous, but I'm excited at the same time. Oh and at my last appointment, I was 2-3 cent. dialated. It sucks because I have to go to the doctors twice a week. Once for just my normal check up and to see if I've dialated anymore and stuff and then the other is so she can monitor the baby's heart rate for 20 minutes. Actually, she does that both times. & I guess that's because of me having gestational diabetes. & I srsly hate this heart burn.

snowpants @ 2007-01-04T21:59:00

2007-01-05T03:11:38Z

I went to my doctors check up yesterday, and I had a little bit of protein in my urine, and ever since I've been pregnant, my blood pressure has been high. For the past few visits though, it's been going up so my doctor wanted me to do a 24 hour urine test to check and see how much protein is in my urine through out the 24 hours. You know what's disgusting about that? Yeah, I have to keep my urine in the refridgorater!!! HAHAHA, gross. But I'm dropping that off at the lab tomorrow and I have an appointment on Wednesday to see wtf is going on. By the way, high protein in your urine and high blood pressure are signs of preeclampsia. & I might have to have to baby delivered early, which I rly don't want.

Anyway, I'm having my baby shower next Saturday, which is the 13th, and everyone better be coming!!! I'm going tomorrow to get some of the gifts and then Saturday to get the rest and all the decorations and stuff.
Oh and Brian really likes the name Miranda, but honestly, theres no way I'm going to beable to get used to that name. So, we still need to come up with one, and we only have 1 month left! Maybe less if I have to deliver early though, wtf.

BTW, I hate cleaning the house.

snowpants @ 2007-01-01T22:35:00

2007-01-02T02:35:38Z

Happy New Years! It's weird because whenever it's a new year, it never feels like it. I hate how 2006 went by so fast though. ;[

Anyway, I hung out at Sarah's house most of the day yesterday and she did my hair & make-up. Then we went to Ray's house and played some euchre and bullshit, and hung out. It was pretty fun, even though Ray thought we were bored the entire night, we weren't. :] We left before midnight so I could drop Sarah off and come home and watch the ball drop at home. I wanted to be with Brian, but it didn't work out that way so we were on the phone and watched it together, he's so cute.

So, here's some photos from last night.

snowpants @ 2006-12-21T14:46:00

2006-12-21T18:46:29Z

P.S. We're having a girl!!!!

But we can't decided on a name because Brian doesn't like anything that I like! I rly like Sydney Iris Dempsey though. But, he hates Sydney. :[

snowpants @ 2006-12-21T14:42:00

2006-12-21T18:42:22Z

This was definately the real Santa.. Oh and Santa told us we should go on a cruise. :]

So me and Brian's two year anniversary is tomorrow, and he was supposed to come here today and stay until Sunday, but now he has no money? I can't be mad at him because it really isn't his fault. His bank fucked him over and he doesn't have enough money. It sucks, because I miss him so much and I've been looking forward to this forever now.

I've finally set a date for the baby shower. January 13! I'm pretty excited about that, lol. Hopefully Brian will beable to make it here for that. =/

This is the bedding for the crib that I finally decided on, and I think it's cute.

Sarah thinks she had good luck playing euchre, I doubt it. hahahaa

Greektown!

Okay, so Detroit has alcohol bottles everywhereeee!

Sock, Denise & Leitra having a few drinks in Canada.

Tunnel to Canada.

Canada.

Bridge to Canada.

Yeah, so we went to this amazing pastry shop, lol.

Detroit, from Canada.

snowpants @ 2006-12-12T20:22:00

2006-12-13T00:22:06Z

I rly miss Brian and I can't wait until he comes here for our anniversary. :]
I'm done shopping for him for Christmas and for our anniversary, so that's good. I just need to finish wrapping everything, which sucks, because I'm pretty sick of wrapping presents! haha

Oh and our Christmas tree looks rly cute this year. & it's pretty big, too.

Me and ma went shopping Saturday morning and bought a bunch of Christmas presents and I bought some baby clothes and a crib bedding set. It's super cute and I hope Brian likes it. I was going to wait until he got here to help me pick one out, but it was on sale for $100! Original price was $150 or something and I think we got it for a good price being it was the six piece set and you know, super cute, haha.

Sock and I went to Saginaw to return something to JC Penny and I bought some new baby clothes again and we went to the $2 movie and saw "Let's go to Prision." It was pretty good.

I haven't seen Hannah in so long! So, we need to hang out!

snowpants @ 2006-11-26T21:29:00

2006-11-27T01:29:07Z

A lot of these photos are from a few months ago. But me and Brian went to the zoo when I went to visit him this past week, which was nice. I love going to the zoo there, and there was hardly anyone there. I miss him so much now though. And he's leaving to visit South Carolina tomorrow for a bit more than a week, so we're hardly going to talk. ;( I hope that goes good though.

Sarah weaved in my hair extensions and they hurt like a mofo. But they turned out good, I think I'm going to have her cut the blonde though. =/

Oh and we got a picture of a bear pooping and yawning, lol.

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K, so I'm bored and I'm waiting up for Brian!

2006-11-18T04:07:21Z

Level One
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Done Weed
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 5

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
(x) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 9

Level 3
(x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House
(x) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
(x) Made Out With A Stranger
( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date

SO FAR: 12

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School/Class
(x) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 16

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 18

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace
(x) Been Mosh Pitting

SO FAR: 21

Level 7
( )Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love(d)/like(d) Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 25

Level 8
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(x) Gone Puddle Jumping
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 30

Level 9
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 35

Level 10
( ) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
(x) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 37

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Robbed Someone
(x) Been Misunderstood
(x) Pet A Deer

SO FAR: 41

Level 12

(x) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 45

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 47

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 49

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean / Gulf
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 53

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x)Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 58

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 62

Level 18
(x) written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
(x) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach

SO FAR: 65

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 67

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" In Class
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 68

Level 22
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole / Freezer/ice Cube
(x) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 72

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Stayed Up All Night

SO FAR: 76

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had / Been In A Tree House
(x) Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 81

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have / Had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(x) Jail / Visit

SO FAR: 83

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 87

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It
( ) Made A Porn Video
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 90

Level 28
(x) Mooned / Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon / Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) Slept Naked
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dippin In A Pool
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House

SO FAR: 95

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
( ) Skinny dipped
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 96

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 101

Level 32
(x) been shot at
(x) had sex in the rain/ rainy night
( ) flattened someone tires
(x) Rode your car until the gas light came on
(x) got five dollars or less worth of gas

So Far: 105

snowpants @ 2006-11-16T22:04:00

2006-11-17T02:04:01Z

I'm waiting for my grandma to get here with my subway and my water for tomorrow. I can't eat past midnight and I have to be at the hospital at 7:00 a.m. to have my 3 hr. glucose test done. I hate getting my blood drawn and I hate early mornings. Unless their with Brian. I only have to get this done because my last glucose test was high and diabetes runs in my family rly bad. So, being that I'm preg. there's a high chance I could get it, ew.

I've still been super sick all day today. I hate it, because I'm so used to vomiting at least once a day, but it's literally all day that I'm feeling sick and it's horrible. This has been going on for the past week and I'd better get feeling better soon. Of course because Thanksgiving, and I want some green bean casserole so bad! And because Monday I'm getting my refund check for sure, and me and Hannah are going shopping sometime during that week.

Brian's 21st birthday is tomorrow, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! ;)

snowpants @ 2006-11-14T21:33:00

2006-11-15T01:33:18Z

I think I'm coming down with a cold. I've been missing Brian so much lately. I hate how I'm never allowed to go to his house. I know it isn't his fault, but honestly, it's like his whole family hates me now. Well, definately his Dad, and more than likely his grandy and grams. It shouldn't bother me as much as it has, but it's hard especially because I'm preg. and their not being supportive at all. Even towards Brian. I know it has to be hard for him because of how they are being and I feel like it's all my fault. Our two year anniversary is next month and I rly want to be with him. I don't want to get my hopes up though because his Dad will more than likely say no. It wouldn't be so bad if we didn't live 5 and a half hours away.

College is fucking me over so bad. I was supposed to get my refund check the 3rd week of college, then they just told me to keep coming back every Monday to check if it was in. 6th week comes around and they tell me it would be in the 7th week. Nope, wasn't in then either. Nor was it this week. And seeming how next week we don't have school because of Thanksgiving, I doubt any checks are coming in. So, if I don't get it the 9th week, I'm going to be super pissed.

Brian's 21st birthday is Friday and I can't even spend time with him because I'm not allowed to stay at his house. What a joke. But I hope everything goes good with that. & I still need to get him something, too. <33

snowpants @ 2006-09-27T20:35:00

2006-09-28T00:35:05Z

My grandma gave me a new comforter today. It reminds me of fall and it's cute. New season of Degrassi starts Friday and I'm super excited. Brian is coming over tomorrow night rly late, and so I'm making him watch it with me. He didn't get his hair cut yet, so I'm guessing its pretty long. It's probably going to be cute. And I'm going straighten it like I did last year. I have a doctors appointment Friday, too. So, we get to find out the sex of the baby. I hope it's a girl, but I guess I rly don't care either way. Even though Brian doesn't agree on any names hardly! But he has cute ones, too. I can't wait to see him! I don't think we've seen each other since the beginning of July. :( I miss him sooo much. I wish he could stay here longer, but I guess things didn't work out like that.

snowpants @ 2006-08-15T12:25:00

2006-08-15T16:45:44Z

Went to Dayton's and Robin's birthday party on Sunday and took some photos. I was there pretty much all day and it was fun. I haven't been doing anything since then, but I guess it's the same as every day.

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