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[14 Aug 2007|10:36pm] [ 1 ] Post Comment

[06 Aug 2007|02:29am] I need some vodka right now. Joe is a douchy. & I hate sock. & I want to see Mickey immediately. BTW this chair is hard. Post Comment

[25 Jul 2007|10:47pm] I'm talking to Joseph on the phone. He's talking about girlfriends, but i just think he's douchy. :] & I rly need a beer. Post Comment

[04 Jul 2007|11:47am] I'm at Brians and he's supposed to be making me rice. I'm starving, srsly. I love rice and tobasco sauce! Post Comment

[18 Jun 2007|11:06pm] I hate how stupid I've been for the past 2 and a half years. & I hate knowing that the reason me and Brian aren't together anymore, is all my fault. I don't know how I'm supposed to talk to him and see him for the rest of my life knowing that he doesn't love me? and I hate that that's how it has to be because Renee'. I've basically fucked everything up for her and she's going to hate me for it later but I won't blame her. [ 10 ] Post Comment

[28 May 2007|02:28pm] I'm at Gary's house right now waiting for him to get his ass ready. I have to take him to Bad Axe to the walk-in clinic because he's retarded and broke his hand probably a week ago and still hasn't gone in to get it looked at. haha. We're actually camping in Caseville right now. It's been pretty nice there overall. Renee' slept good for me last night. We didn't go to bed until midnight though. Gary's bitching, gotta go. lol Post Comment

[08 May 2007|11:35am] Someone should buy me a new camera. Srsly though, my is horrible and it's not even 2 years old yet! I will never buy another sony again. College is going horrible this term. I'm practially failing my human anatomy & phyisiolgy II class. & in Algebra, we HAVE to use the damn calculator so it's fucking me all up and on both test we've taken so far, I've gotten a 'c'. So, wtf. I'm probably just going to stick with nursing, but I'm going to transfer to a different college because Baker sucks. & hopefully before the Fall term starts, too. Brian is coming here in 2 weeks. & only staying for 2 weeks even though he doesn't have a job right now, so really, he could stay longer. But it'll be nice to spend time together with him and Renee'. I think we're also going to get our pictures done while he's here at JCPenny. There a little pricey but for what I got at Walmart, shit. I spent $130 and they took shit pictures and I didn't even get very many sheets either. & At JCPenny there highest priced package is &169. So, it's not that much more the quality and everything. Well, hopefully, we'll see. We're going camping at the lake while Brian is here. That'll be nice. & I'm sure by then, it'll actually be warmer outside. Renee' likes to be outside. Well, sometimes, haha. She'll be 3 months old in 4 days. Post Comment

[09 Apr 2007|06:55pm] Renee is already going to be 2 months old on Thursday. It really doesnt feel like she should be that old already! She's grown soo much, too. Friday is her check-up and Ibet she weighs near 10 lbs now. Its going to suck taking her this time though because she has to get 4 shots! I'm hoping Sarah will go with me though. And Renee' has been smiling so much lately, its cute. I started back at college last week for the spring term. I'm taking Algebra and Human Anatomy & Physology II. My math class pretty much sucks but hey, thats math. I'm enjoying the lab for A&P though and the class isnt to bad. I have a different teacher than I did last time, but I guess she's okay. I really miss Brian ;[ ( Pictures of Renee' ) [ 8 ] Post Comment

[18 Mar 2007|01:29pm] I went to the doctors on Thursday because I've pretty much been having headaches ever since I had birth. Mind you, I have a spinal, so I'm guessing that's why. My doctor wasn't even in, so of course I had to see the one I really don't like. He didn't say much of anything, just asked a lot of questions and prescribed me some pain medication and referred me to a nueroligist. & since that night, I've had a temperature and have been feeling nausious. Also, having this pain in my lower side going into my back. Well, the night before last, at 3:00 a.m. I woke up with it hurting so bad, my mom took me to the emergency room while my grandma watched Renee'. & we went to Marlette hospital of all places (worst hospital ever, they never get anything right). But it was the closest and I was in pain! The doctor said it was like Gastritious or something. Which doesn't make sense because the pain was in my side not in the middle of my stomach where he said it was, wtf. So, all they did for me was give me some nasty stuff to drink and some suppositories for my nausea, gross. So, basically, I've been taking lots of my pain medication that my doctor on Thursday prescribed me to help the pain. I hate doing that, but if I didn't I would be even more miserable trying to take care of Renee'. & my mom has been helping me a lot, especially on the weekends with watching her for a while so I can get some sleep. She still doesn't sleep good at all. She wakes up every 2 hrs during the night. I hope this gets better because I start back at college April 3rd and it's going to so hard, but I know that I need to push myself. [ 4 ] Post Comment

[07 Mar 2007|04:16pm] Monday February 12, I was induced at 7:30 a.m. and Renee' Iris Dempsey was born at 4:32 p.m. She was 6 lbs. 5 oz. and 19 and a half inches long. & honestly, labor was the worst thing everrrr, lol. & I couldn't pee after that until like, 5 p.m. the next day so they had to put a catheter in, ew. When we first brought her home from the hospital, she slept pretty much all day and at night she was up every 30 to 45 minutes. But now she is sleeping for 2 to 3 hours, which still sucks, but it's better than nothing! Oh and at her appointment last Monday she weighed 6 lbs. 14 oz. I'll have to post some more pictures when i find my cord for my camera, and I'm to lazy to resize this one! I'm at Brian's house right now. He's at work and I'm sooo bored. I'm here until Tuesday and Renee' has been sleeping really crappy. I don't think I've ever been more tired in my entire life, srsly. The only reason I can't wait to get home is because on the weekend, I know that I can try to sleep some more if my mom watches her in the morning. Which usually doesnt happen because I will probably only sleep for about 2 hours. [ 20 ] Post Comment

[09 Feb 2007|10:46pm] I went to the doctors today, and finally, my doctor is back from vacation. But she checked to see if I had dialated anymore and I'm almost 4 centimeters. So, if I don't go into labor this weekend, she's going to induce on Monday morning and I have to be at the hospital at 6:30 in the morning. Brian is coming here tomorrow after work. I'm cooking him dinner and then we're going to Ray's house for a while. I'm really nervous about Monday though, I have no idea what to expect. I'm hoping that the pain isn't really that bad, and I know that's what's going to get to me super bad. Ughhh, I don't know. I haven't even packed a bag for the hospital yet! I wanted to wait until Brian got here to help me, lol. I have to finish cleaning tomorrow and I still have go to the laundry mat because our washer won't even turn on anymore! I hope I get everything done that I wanted to though. Post Comment

[02 Feb 2007|11:23pm] I have never felt so uncomfortable in my entire life. I never even felt like I was actually pregnant until like, 2 weeks ago. I feel like my stomach is going to burst and it's been hurting so bad on the top of my uterus. I'm sick of getting up 3-5 times a night just to urinate, and then not being able to get hardly any sleep because I can't get comfortable in bed. I'll lay on one side for about half an hour and then wake up, and have to switch to my other side and this continues through out the night. I'll be 38 wks pregnant on Monday, which is my birthday. If I go into labor before the 9th, I'll be pissed because my doctor is on vacation until then. The other doctor (male doctor) is so rude. I saw him on Tuesday for my check up and he didn't knock when he came into the room, didn't introduce himself, never asked me how I was feeling or anything like that, and when he measured my uterus or whatever and checked my blood pressure, he didn't even tell me what they were! I don't want him to deliver my baby! Srsly, wtf. But I'm going to see my doctor next Friday and she wanted to induce by the 39th week, so I'm guessing she will tell me she's either going to do it sometime next weekend, or that Monday, which is the 12th. I have never been so nervous/scared for anything in my entire life. I don't feel like I'm ready for this at all, but I can't wait to see our baby. I hope I can do this though, I'm just worried that I'll be horrible. So, me and Hannah went and saw 'Epic movie' yesterday, which wasn't very good. & went to Brian's restaurant, which was amazing! It was hanging out with Hannah again though. I hate how she lives an hour away now. [ 2 ] Post Comment

[28 Jan 2007|05:08pm] I wish Dayton didn't get me sick. I've been feeling so miserable this past week. I really want someone to come over and bring some good movies to watch. I've been bored all day, and I cleaned the walls and did dishes, fun. (hardly) To bad I only have a few friends who I talk to that even live near me, and Hannah has to live like an hour away, which sucks, I miss hanging out w/her. I just made a blueberry/rasberry smoothie and it was amazing. So, whoever wants to bring some movies over, I'll hook it up with smoothies, hahaha. Yesterday, me, my mom, and aunt Robin went to Saginaw and we got a cradle swing for the baby and some more hooded towels. The swing is so cute. It's the one with netting kind of around it and where the mobile is, stars move around and it plays 16 songs. It's just cute and I really like it, lol. Tomorrow I'm 37 weeks which means, I only have 2 weeks or less to go. I'm nervous about being induced, if that's what we have to end up doing anyway. My doctor still seems to think I'll go into labor before then though, which is kind of scary and I want Brian to be here so bad. [ 6 ] Post Comment

[19 Jan 2007|03:11pm] I had my baby shower on Saturday, and it went pretty good. I'm surprised how much I got, the only thing that I had to go buy was bottles, because I wanted a certain kind, but the gift card money I got covered that. So, that was pretty sweet. & I'm due the 19th of next month, but since my blood pressure has been high and everything, my doctor is going to induce labor before then. I wish I knew when, but she just said it depends on my blood pressure and everything. I'm not ready, at all. I'm super nervous, but I'm excited at the same time. Oh and at my last appointment, I was 2-3 cent. dialated. It sucks because I have to go to the doctors twice a week. Once for just my normal check up and to see if I've dialated anymore and stuff and then the other is so she can monitor the baby's heart rate for 20 minutes. Actually, she does that both times. & I guess that's because of me having gestational diabetes. & I srsly hate this heart burn. Post Comment

[04 Jan 2007|09:59pm] I went to my doctors check up yesterday, and I had a little bit of protein in my urine, and ever since I've been pregnant, my blood pressure has been high. For the past few visits though, it's been going up so my doctor wanted me to do a 24 hour urine test to check and see how much protein is in my urine through out the 24 hours. You know what's disgusting about that? Yeah, I have to keep my urine in the refridgorater!!! HAHAHA, gross. But I'm dropping that off at the lab tomorrow and I have an appointment on Wednesday to see wtf is going on. By the way, high protein in your urine and high blood pressure are signs of preeclampsia. & I might have to have to baby delivered early, which I rly don't want. Anyway, I'm having my baby shower next Saturday, which is the 13th, and everyone better be coming!!! I'm going tomorrow to get some of the gifts and then Saturday to get the rest and all the decorations and stuff. Oh and Brian really likes the name Miranda, but honestly, theres no way I'm going to beable to get used to that name. So, we still need to come up with one, and we only have 1 month left! Maybe less if I have to deliver early though, wtf. BTW, I hate cleaning the house. [ 12 ] Post Comment

[01 Jan 2007|10:35pm] Happy New Years! It's weird because whenever it's a new year, it never feels like it. I hate how 2006 went by so fast though. ;[ Anyway, I hung out at Sarah's house most of the day yesterday and she did my hair & make-up. Then we went to Ray's house and played some euchre and bullshit, and hung out. It was pretty fun, even though Ray thought we were bored the entire night, we weren't. :] We left before midnight so I could drop Sarah off and come home and watch the ball drop at home. I wanted to be with Brian, but it didn't work out that way so we were on the phone and watched it together, he's so cute. So, here's some photos from last night. ( New Years Eve ) [ 8 ] Post Comment

[21 Dec 2006|02:46pm] P.S. We're having a girl!!!! But we can't decided on a name because Brian doesn't like anything that I like! I rly like Sydney Iris Dempsey though. But, he hates Sydney. :[ [ 6 ] Post Comment

[21 Dec 2006|02:42pm] This was definately the real Santa.. Oh and Santa told us we should go on a cruise. :] So me and Brian's two year anniversary is tomorrow, and he was supposed to come here today and stay until Sunday, but now he has no money? I can't be mad at him because it really isn't his fault. His bank fucked him over and he doesn't have enough money. It sucks, because I miss him so much and I've been looking forward to this forever now. I've finally set a date for the baby shower. January 13! I'm pretty excited about that, lol. Hopefully Brian will beable to make it here for that. =/ ( random photos from detroit, canada, cc's & gary's graduation. ) Post Comment

[12 Dec 2006|08:22pm] I rly miss Brian and I can't wait until he comes here for our anniversary. :] I'm done shopping for him for Christmas and for our anniversary, so that's good. I just need to finish wrapping everything, which sucks, because I'm pretty sick of wrapping presents! haha Oh and our Christmas tree looks rly cute this year. & it's pretty big, too. Me and ma went shopping Saturday morning and bought a bunch of Christmas presents and I bought some baby clothes and a crib bedding set. It's super cute and I hope Brian likes it. I was going to wait until he got here to help me pick one out, but it was on sale for $100! Original price was $150 or something and I think we got it for a good price being it was the six piece set and you know, super cute, haha. Sock and I went to Saginaw to return something to JC Penny and I bought some new baby clothes again and we went to the $2 movie and saw "Let's go to Prision." It was pretty good. I haven't seen Hannah in so long! So, we need to hang out! [ 10 ] Post Comment

[26 Nov 2006|09:29pm] A lot of these photos are from a few months ago. But me and Brian went to the zoo when I went to visit him this past week, which was nice. I love going to the zoo there, and there was hardly anyone there. I miss him so much now though. And he's leaving to visit South Carolina tomorrow for a bit more than a week, so we're hardly going to talk. ;( I hope that goes good though. Sarah weaved in my hair extensions and they hurt like a mofo. But they turned out good, I think I'm going to have her cut the blonde though. =/ Oh and we got a picture of a bear pooping and yawning, lol. ( Read more... ) [ 12 ] Post Comment

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